Thank you all. You are all completely right. I’m absolutely perplexed that I could have been so stupid and blind. I am many many things but nobody would ever call me naive. I feel like I’ve let myself down. All this time everything that was happening was against the backdrop of him being in a relationship with someone else. How could I not know. How could my insurance fail me so completely. Hi could he get out of bed with someone else and then come into my house and make breakfast? How could he treat me and put perfect daughter like disposable waste? How can this be real. I want to be mad at him, and I am, but I’m much angrier at myself at the moment.
AND right before this revelation was made he invited me to go with him and our daughter to his best friends sons birthday party. Why in the name of god would he want me to be there? Is he trying to humiliate me? I’m totally thrown.
