Alphas are alpha 100% of the time IMHO. It is so engrained that they know no other way. I totally believe you when you say you have alpha traits. I'm on your side man. But we have to face facts - moving out was a beta move. Getting ordered by the court to move the eff out AGAIN- that is a beta result and a ding on your rep even if you fought it - you lost. So is over-apologizing - beta. Spinning is beta.
You can grab the wheel of your sitch anytime and drive the bus. You can't control W but guess what she can't control you either, so don't let her. Regain your alpha posture.
The vets on this board know of what they speak.
As far as an Alpha always being an Alpha, I don’t really agree with that. I think there is a difference between being a d and being apologetic. That doesn’t excuse me moving out though. That was stupid.
I realized that 2 weeks ago and decided to change that crap. If I haven’t gotten my balls back yet, I will soon.
