Ben, that sounds really great, congrats!! Keep up with your DB'ing, that's for life. Get out, GAL, give her time and space when she needs it.

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I know this all sounds great, but I am terrified. I am so afraid to let my guard down and get hurt.


Completely understandable. No need to let your guard down right away. She needs to EARN your trust again. Give it time.

Me: 60 w/ S18, D24, D27

M: 21 years; BD: 06-14-12; S: 09-10-12; D final: 03-17-14; XW:57