Nyla, I will definitely do this. I am teaching a crazy crash course this week and have no free time but I will do it in a few days. Don't make any decisions about your future with H. Just let him go for now and put it all in that little box I mentioned, let the flowers grow over it. He is not in his right mind right now and won't be for a long long while. He will do many disgusting things. Just don't look. Look at something beautiful instead -- your daughters, the ocean, a flower in a vase, a beautiful book, the stars. If you are religious, look at God!

XOXOXO Nyla

I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.