Making the best of the mess.

[97Hope]

Journaling,

Didn't do a dang thing today. Guess that was my GAL activity. Zero activity. Feeling emotionally drained after the last couple of days with friend. they called today and I didn't answer. I just can't be involved in that right now.

Her H called a couple of times. I told him that I cannot counsel him or help him. He wants advice. I advised him to call a man that he trusts AND get an IC. It's over my head for one, and I don't counsel men that aren't related to me. After what H and I saw at a marriage retreat (lot's of people who began counseling ppl of the opposite sex ended up in affairs), I don't go there. Also he stares at my chest when he talks to me and I started worrying about dealing with men as a single woman.

I like the security of marriage. If a man took it too far flirting or hitting on me, I always had a safety net in H. Knowing that I can deal with it on my own is just a little different than having a guy around to protect me.

Feeling a little moody. Looking forward to a big clean out tomorrow. Cleaning makes me feel good, just wanted to rest today.

I hope this finds everyone at peace in their sitchs and that your remember that you aren't who you once were and you always have a choice of who you can be today.