So went out with a female friend to a pub tonight. Had fun met some of her teammates. Drank a couple beers. Was very mellow. Night wore on and more people showed up. Realized I was getting checked out a few times from across the patio. To be honest it was a little flattering but it mostly pissed me off. They couldn't see my rings from where they were so it was purely me. Thats the flattering part. But inside it pisses me off because I want my H. I talked about things with my friend but mostly enjoyed being out around other grown people. Didnt talk to guys at all. Didnt wonder once what H was currently up to. But I do miss him. Coming up on a year since BD so... D@#n beer
Me: 36 H: 37 M: 16 T: 17 Kids: S15 D14 D11 BD: July '18 OW confirmed Nov '18 (he told me) H moved out Jan '19