So yesterday don’t know what happened was I feeling sorry for myself ,did I become overwhelmed with everything because at 630 just after work, got home and unfortunately for me I got emotional .i let it out felt better afterwards but couldn’t help thinking those old thoughts again only this time I let them come and then let them go .it lasted a while but eventually they passed . It is so strange how thoughts can make you feel so rotten yet once they’ve passed you tell yourself “you silly sausage what was that all about “ ,bit of processing maybe who knows . I had to take the cat to the vet unfortunately he’s done something to his eye which has got an infection in it and has closed up ,so there I was later on trying to put some cream into his eye ,such hard work trying to hold him and Apply said cream ,needless to say I’ve got a nice few scratches now and I dare say I’ll have a few more yet as he’s got to have them in twice a day for a week so I expect a few more yet lol .anyway today’s a different day one more day further into my journey one more day hopefully closer to the finish line although the finish line seems to be in another galaxy at the moment and though I think that yesterday was an unexpected bump on the road I’m travelling .I think it done good to let it out and then move on . Hope you all have a good peaceful weekend I’m off to the opticians to see if they can teach me the correct way to put contact lenses in as I’m struggling with them and don’t want to blind myself lol . R678
