First advice: take your time. Be patient. You told us you’ve started working in yourself. Keep doing that. Have you read Job & Cadet’s first post. You have the DB basics there. Go deep into that info. You need to study them, print and have a copy of all at hand reach.
Weekends are kind of slow. It’s GAL time and we all need to do that a lot.
As I said, be patient. This is a marathon and you are just walking towards the start line. Prepare for the race. You don’t need speed. You need consistency. Live into the present time. What the past is stays in the past. Prepare to grow up as a better person. Your first commitment is to get into the best father you can. But focus into present time. Future means anxiety. You don’t need that.
You are in control of yourself. Start moving forward.
