Goddess: I resonate with so much of what you wrote there. And Blu, thanks for that. I know I need to take this on board, but I still find it so so so hard to let go. It's ridiculous, it's been nearly 10 months now since H left and still I feel so attached. Last week was a good week where I felt pretty calm and kept busy, but this weekend I am really suffering so much and forcing myself not to text or call. Like I say, ridiculous.
