So , Monday W sends text “I’ll come and give you a hand tonight doing the plants in the garden as we always used to do that together, sure enough 7 o’clock she turns up and we both spent the next hour and half sorting the plants out .i Offered to get us both a take away which I did , although I do have to chuckle as each time I get the same reply “I’ll pay for the next one” she never does but I don’t mind I know she hasn’t much money and who am I to resent paying for a takeaway at least she was woman enough to offer to come round and help do the plants ,anyway it’s only a bit of money .so we eat said takeaway all is fine but as I am eating I get a strange feeling that I haven’t had before ,it was a feeling that something is missing ,I could not put my finger on it and still do not know what it was . I know the whole dynamic of how we interact with each other has changed but I never felt it like I felt it the other night, very strange indeed . I don’t know maybe I’m becoming more tuned in to something . Talking to a friend who knows of our situation he came up with does it feel Like something hanging in the air but it wasn’t Like that it was something totally different as we did interact normally as such . anyways it was a nice few hours together. I gave her a lift back to her room later on and although the last time we sat chatting for 10 mins or so this time I didn’t want to said my See you later and she said the same and that was that’ .but overall not a bad night .
