Thank you AS. I’m trying to figure out what to do since he will be here on Sunday. My sister will be visiting as well, then I go to work on Monday... so I’m just planning to go to the gym maybe 2x a day to give him more 1:1 time with the kids. In the past, we would do family dinners where he and I cooked, had wine and even one day he said hey hun it’s pizza and movie night right?! Just like old times.

I do miss that, but I don’t want to fall back into letting him cake eat so I will definitely be loving from a distance and keeping myself busy. I want to use this time to get focus on my physical health because that when to sh!t once he left and I put in a lot of weight by emotional eating.

I’m glad to have this outlet to vent during those times it’s tough for me.