Just finished DR. Not sure I can do anything but GAL & "act as if".

The chapter about MLC really resonated with me. I don't want to think about the things H said. They hurt too much. Am I okay? I'm trying to remember that he's the one that's going through something. He said he doesn't want to come home, he doesn't want to be married. He also he will come home...obviously to see d3 and this is his home too.

"Act as if"? As if none of this is happening? Act as if...this is a rough patch he needs to figure himself and I will be the best me I can be?

I need to be thankful for the things that give me strength. My biggest strength is always finding the good in bad situations. I need to find that strength for myself.

This is a bumpy road. It's the only way from here to there. If you run you might fall. Get up and keep walking. Just slow down. You will get where you're going eventually.

~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever