Sounds like she doesn't want to have to face things. I know that their thoughts run wild at night when they have absolutely no distractions and that is one of the reasons that they have difficulty sleeping. Maybe she's not ready to face whatever is bubbling under the surface and the podcasts are a distraction at this time. Let's hope and pray that she starts focusing on other things besides podcasts.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
