Steve, I want to assure you that you are not alone in thinking this feels like the worst thing a human can go through. I feel like I am licking the floor of Hell. For the past three nights, I have woken up to dreams about reconnecting with my wife. It feels so good, and then I wake up looking at the two feet of space between us in the bed. Those two feet feel so close but also a million miles away. She has always been the love of my life, and to my shock and surprise she doesn't feel the same way about me. Hang in there buddy. Know that there are others like us out here who are suffering alongside each other. Stay strong.
