Thank you. I am so totally bored with how H treats me. And bored with myself too - all that effort spent in trying to work him out, and understand him, and make allowances for him, and work on myself to be content with crumbs, or adjust my behaviour to extract something better from him. I am so BORED and TIRED of that. I am sure I will have sad days and days when I backtrack on this progress - I'm not where I want to be yet - YET - but I do feel that in the past couple of weeks I have been slowly turning a corner.
