Am I doing this right??

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I have to admit that I probably would have went darker a lot sooner if A: he wasnt paying for EVERYTHING. And continues to do so. Being a SAHM without a pot to p... in is a hard pill. Especially when you spent your entire adult life thus far caring for your family. B: If he hadnt been soooo nice and NORMAL during conversations and interactions

Big hugs here. I only worked when I put H through professional school. And mine is paying for everything AS HE SHOULD. I'm over being scared of my future and I'm over feeling like his crumbs are enough.

How is it going so far on going dark?