I am guilty as charged UC! These past few days have been hard and I am trying to get through one hour at a time. I dont have any anger towards her though.
On the other hand, hope is the only thing I have left. I have been detaching and not fighting anything. While I did not make it easy for her, I did not resist anything. The D is final, no more IHS and we have our own lives which will give a lot more space to her. Once I release the hope there is only AMOAFWL for my next R with someone else. I dont think I am at a point where I want to move on. While legally I am D, from a religious and emotional angle I am still standing for the family and that is what makes it hard.
