"Not like this... not like this"

Wondering if this thought captures alot of the forum members thoughts.

Wonder if you also had been thru many hardships with your spouse, but believing in each other and with strong will beyond human endurance you somehow made it as a family unit.

Some of my flashbacks include difficult surgeries, a very complicated birth, financial crisis etc.
Years ago a horse attacked me and chewed on my arm and throwing me around. She jumped in and rescued me too.
Thru it all we came winners, and when I look at where I stand now, with my right wingman having betrayed me for so long and having made it to the other side alone, I keep thinking this line we hear in movies

Not like this mi amore, not like this...

Standing alone in the aftermath of what they left behind for us to piece together, smoking a cigarette in a pensive mood.

You really did it. You were the one who brought us down.

Life sure is strange...and unpredictable.


Last edited by gzabetas; 06/18/19 11:24 AM.
B.D in December 2018
Physical Affairs discovered in April 2019
Divorced May 2019
H (me) 49
W (her) 29