Hey thanks LH, Yeah I guess you’re right. Idk it just feels hard because of my distance during the R I feel that I have to show a 180 of that. So yeah it’s like I want to show her I can be emotionally available. But at the same time it doesn’t matter to her anymore. Yeah I think that her actions showed that she was worried about losing her plan b when she thought I had a girlfriend. Need to step back more I think.