Making the best of the mess.

[97Hope]

Journaling,

MAJOR eye roll. Have you ever read 'if you give a mouse a cookie' or it's companion book "if you give a moose a muffin"? That's what it's like with H. I answered his text about the storm. Next "do you know how much rain we got?" "no" do you have any checks? "no". Now wants to chat about the guy building the barn and how he has been slow in getting it built and quick to ask for payment. I responded with "sounds about right". THIS is how I get sucked in. While these aren't temp checks per se, I do feel like he texts me like nothing is going on. Because for the most part, he acts like NOTHING is going on.

I am just as guilty. Now, how do I get off this ride?

Let me know if you think I'm reading into this too much, or maybe I should have told him that I'd like some time alone?

I don't want to be cold or ugly (that's not how I'm feeling) I just don't want to be bothered with the trivial stuff. I'm not his friend right now.