CWarrior and IHCLACS, Thank you for your advice, and I know that you are right. I know that I will have to change my mindset on how I see the ruined memories and lost dreams. I have already started the work in doing that. I hope that I can eventually get to a point of forgiveness. Heck, I am still holding out hope that we fix this marriage. I love her so much and we get along so well, but I know I can't fix her.
