I don't know if you realize how far you've come, Grace, but I've been trying to catch up on your sitch and it's remarkable!
Intrusive thoughts are the worst!! Sometimes I don't know where thy come from, but I'm sure it's the enemy for the most part. My T taught me how to get out of my feelings by tossing a tennis ball back and forth from one hand to the next. It works for me! Something to do with the brain chemistry, as a pretty nurse I'm sure you understand ; )
Glad to see your faith growing and you leaning into God during this difficult season. I'm not surprised people are drawn to you. You've got hope from the one who overcame the world.
ME47 XH44, S28 S24 S19
8/17-BD IHS: 1/17-2/19 D FILED (ME): 7/19 D FINAL: 10/20 M23 T25 OW CONFIRMED: 01/21
Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.