Thanks Dilly! I truly believe that when we suffer God tries to get us to more toward him and to allow him to make us better disciples. However, ultimately we need to embrace this and do the work He wants us to do. Most of us miss these callings. I hope I can use this one to live out God's purpose better than I have been. Don't get me wrong. While I have faith, I do have massive doubts. I think that wrestling with these doubts allows our faith to become stronger in the long run.
So my wife is currently making me a nice father's day meal. I offered to help, but she felt guilty by me helping. She kind of snapped at me. I just get so confused by all of actions and statements. 90% of the time, she talks as if we have a future together in our house. Then, 10% of the time (usually at MC) I learn that things are getting no better with our relationship.
I think she thinks she will definitely get the house. Do you guys think I should state that I intend to never leave this house and would want it if she decides to pursue divorce? I sometimes think me ruinning her well thought out plans make her reconsider herself.
