Thank you. I am always cautious and careful and I tend to hold back emotionally. I know this sounds absolutely crazy, but this time it just feels completely different. We have been talking for hours on the phone already and we do have a lot of similar compatabilities and values and beliefs. And we both want the same thing. I just feel like I can be open with him because he is so open with me. It really doesn’t feel like someone love bombing or being a player (i dated one of those already so I know ) it’s just exciting. It doesn’t feel like I’m settling - I just really like him. With ex bf it felt like I was settling. I would always think, “yes he’s hypocritical and rude and arrogant but he’s also a good dad and will be loyal and a lot of guys out there are pretty bad so I could tolerate the rest ). With this guy, I just feel like I want to know more about him and I want to spend time with him and make him happy. I instinctively feel like he is the one - and that’s not like me ever. It feels good because he is equally as excited about me if not more. Logically, I do know that time tells all. But this is definitely good chemistry. I don’t even feel mad at ex husband. I just feel glad that I have This opportunity right now.
