Im sorry you are having this issue with your D


I don't know your situation
but from your last post, it sounds like alanon/naranon may be helpful for you

There is a lot of free information online as well as phone meetings everyday/and many times a day if your interested

married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow