Gzabetas. It sounds like the Jeckyl and Hyde effect is BPD. I know something about this being raised in a negative family environment. It's Boarderline Personality Disorder. I do it too. I have a few characteristics of it but there are spectrums from benign to malignant. I've been working with a therapist on it, and researching the hell out of it. I even tried explaining it to my wife two weeks ago before I decide to cut off all contact with her, after feeling I was being manipulated, I just decided to stop responding to anything in all things emotionally related to avoid frustrations, conversations that go nowhere with no resolve or results on placed boundaries.
It's kind of like this. If something is plaguing the mind of a BPD person, whether it be circumstantial external or internal. Especially when it is internal, it can appear to an outsider that's our emotions are unsuiting to the current present situation, hence the Jeckyl and Hyde effect to their perception in the given moment. In other words we are quietly ruminating and thinking very quickly and fluctuating between our emotions and thoughts very rapidly on what we thinking about. Sometimes compulsively too in thinking. Its an emotional regulation issue, if we think about things long enough without any type of outlets for it whether it be verbal, vocal, creative or whatever. There could be tendencies to verbally lash out depending. Or constantly talk about things until we feel better. I think people with adult ADD and childhood dysfunctional relationships with patents are more prone to this. According to studies it is more prevalent among women though. It might be BPD as well as NPD. Hope this helps understand. I've noticed that respectively that even I can be the life of the party when I'm up. Not necessarily euphoric but definately full of life and joy and excitement. When I am down the I am definitely down and everybody knows it. It's like our emotions have no filters. It appears as bipolar to someone over a long period of time in getting to know someone.Of time but it's actually not the case bipolar is very different. It's kind of like wearing your heart on your sleeve sometimes it's inappropriate to the situation because we are caught up in our own thoughts. What helps is becoming aware of this and describing our emotions rather than acting out on them. The acting out it's almost like we can't help it. Wake me up here very dramatic and a good way and in a bad way at times to other certain personnas. That is what I'm being taught is healthier
Good luck with the Windows Server Exam. I failed it and my CCNA 8 years ago. Just got the A+ Net +and MCP. I left IT about 3 or 4 years ago.
