AS and LH19 thanks for helping me look at it from a different perspective. Maybe I do need to put my hurt and pride aside and help facilitate cooperation with W and BIL in the projects and sale. If for anything as an example to my S1 and myself. Finish what you start. Same goes for myself. Still not looking forward to the awkwardness of BIL coming in to "bail me out" in a sense. Don't want to talk to them about their sister. I could have wrapped this stuff up months ago. Im just not motivated with all that is going on, and I do need to own that. Its really hard not to be defensive in my own mind about all this. I'm trying not to outwardly show it. These are the reasons why I've set my personal boundaries not to get into any emotionally charged conversations with W any longer. She is going to do what she wants to do to achieve her end goal. So why do I need to partake in it? I'm sure it's coming off me as the silent treatment and arrogance though. I just don't want to engage and anything emotional right now. That's why I had her only send request through email, but also because of constant communication issues. I need to get a hold of it internally a little more, deal with it, and choose the logical path forward in getting things done.
YEEEEESSSSS! That is an excellent post right there! Good introspection!
Originally Posted by IHCLACS
Think its time i finally learn how to play that guitar. Im done with everyday life in general. Time to return to the music. The only thing that will ever speak to my soul more than any woman, or any possession or hobby on this earth.
Great. It helps to find something you're passionate about and can really bury yourself in.
