Just had to pick myself off the floor, but thank you. My goal is to have my family back intact hopefully if not to have a respectful and meaningful co parent relationship. My wh knows I won't be having anymore, support and self care was and is my priority. I have a close friend who supports me and understands why I would like my wh back. I do read Sandi 's rules and I rest my head everything knowing that I was enough today. I have taken back me from my wh and he knows how that this lady ain't for turning. This was the last bit of control he had over me, making me feel guilty and sad for him but no more. Self respect and self love comes first wh chose his life, I am choosing mine, a life where people who are in my life want to be in it. Today has been a good day with one little low, bloody song REM everybody hurts. Well I still made it a positive in my book, turned it up loud and sung along with gut wrenching zone and tears streaming down my face looking like a extra from kiss. My God Michael stipe you are a brilliant songwriter and for that I thank you
