Thanks blu,

Any thoughts will be greatfully recieved. Update well it is so much modernised in me without wh in the house. Getting use to lacking the kids off eow (well no that's not true, it is something I never envisioned I would ever be doing) work keeps me butchering that time but I am also GAL as well. First time i have ever eaten on my own in a restaurant, but it was liberating and I am a people watcher, so it was nice.

I have realised I am starting to mirror wh emotionally and I don't like it. I am short and rude act like wh can quickly exit. This I don't want, this is not the person I aim to be inreal life, it is only wh I am like this with.

As for sex, yep sorry sigh,had a good night,few drinks and wham its like we slip back. This is NOT happening ever again