Maybe your lamb and lipstick moment. Or a momentary high. I know that in the thick of my sitch I fluctuated between being certain I was ready to tell my daughter and move on, to desperately wanting to hold things together, to almost anywhere in between. Sometimes in mere minutes it would change. I say this just to let you know that you may be feeling the opposite again at some point. It is normal.

The capacity for the LBS to "forgive" disrespect is astounding. A few weeks into my sitch, With my W cake-eating, and planning on going to MC with me, I found a full profile for her on a dating website, complete with a picture. This was even before I found the set of nudes she had sent to EA OM. I was sure I was done in both cases. Yet even after confronting, and making a stand, I was ready to forgive and move forward with her.

So don't be too hard on yourself if you eventually change your mind and desperately want to hold things together.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018