I’m glad I didn’t react. I now need to recenter and detach. I do not know what I am going to do yet. D9 makes any decision difficult.
W obviously wants to talk about a future where we are D. The next step may be to listen to what she has in mind and go from there.
Until I can get my head around not ever having an opportunity to R, any further detachment will be hard. It will take a lot of strength and patience - things that feel like they are in short supply at the moment...
