Blu, hi and thank you for all your insight. I have read all you have posted on your journey from beginning to end. I have posted on here, but gone quiet, a little like you I read and read threads for hours. I reached out because I know I am doing a did service to myself. I like you somehow know that my husband will come back well that's what my but says. I like you have beggef, pleaded, lashed out in anger God how can one person rip your soul apart. But what I am feeling now is that I have gone so far that I have detached completely well no that's not true, but I am becoming a complete b##ch the otherway. I cannot wait for wh to leave after he drops the kids off. In fact I get so nervous around him I shake. It feels like I am waiting for another bd from wh. I am in ic and working on my self esteem and confidence, but don't want to do it around my wh.
Thank you for everything you have posted, journey has been long, but you have a strength in you. That I am in awe of
