waw maybe #5

[bhappy2]

Updating:

Just had the conversation with the children about finding apartments and its time to start looking. They were not happy. They asked if they could pay me rent and continue to live here, I said I dont think thats possible bc the money I have to pay W is much higher than I could afford. They then said they would help with buying her out and i said no thats not how this works. S23 then said this isnt right, he said that he has not talked to his mom since Christmas and that she will not answer his texts. He then says she doesnt care about him and at this point he'll show her what not caring is!... he is very angry with her and so is S22. I didnt know it was this extreme. He said that him and his siblings are really mad at the whole situation and the amount of damage W has caused. I just validated him, I did not talk bad about his mom at all.

I started cleaning out the house and getting rid of stuff that I was never going to use anyway. I am really starting to see a much better life.

I have been talking with a woman for about six months gone on a few lunch dates and had a few drinks with her and we really hit it off. I fully explained that I am going to go slow with this relationship and she was fine with that. I am meetng her tonight for some drinks. She is 10 years younger than me.

Getting ready to go for a run, coffee, beet juice.... sometimes and Advil...LOL...

I have hired a part time employee so I have some extra time off from work, this has been just great as I have been able to cook some great meals and get stuff done around the house.

Summer is here and I am going to enjoy a summer for the first time in many years!!! Ok gotta go GAL calls..