Hi everybody, , I have been doing things by the book, I even took advice from here and I went on some dates, I did enjoy them and it nice to hear from other women that i am amazing, still I find myself in the most dark places, I have not text or call, basically I am at the darkest I can be, not even social media, I still take meditation classes, I still volunteer at animal shelters, I still run and work out almost every day, my clothes don't fit and had to buy a new ones since the older ones are too big, I run 6k with every other day,I have hobbies and new friends.
Today out of the blue my W texted me only to treat me like garbage, I was polite and short but she would not stop calling me a liar among other things. I know that my story is not as amazing as others here and that is why I don't get replies or words of comfort, but I still hurt and need help.
