I had a pretty good day yesterday. I still had trouble focusing on work, but I played tennis for an hour and a half yesterday. I burned a ton of calories, and I feel that I am in the best shape I have been in a long time. I still have a lot more weight to lose, but I am seeing results.
I still question whether my situation is different than a lot of people here. My wife and I get along very well together. We cook dinner with each other every night, and we talk a lot. But the BD did drop, and I don't see the R improving. So, I know that things aren't right. I bet all of us here drive ourselves crazy trying to convince ourselves that our situation is different. No matter what, I need to find happiness for myself. I will keep taking steps every day to do this. What a slog!
