Appears he is running from himself, IMO. I could be wrong, but my H told me he was thinking about me and the sitch 90% of the time and it got to be too much. He was driving himself crazy. I noticed after he said that, he started taking extra jobs, buying more cows, working around here more. Pretty much anything he could do to stay 'busy'. It's hard to watch, but it's their journey, right?
I love how you make plans and have fun things to do. Looking forward to good things in your life is a huge milestone!! I don't know if you see it, but from my view, you are getting much better at detachment. Encouraging!!
ME47 XH44, S28 S24 S19
8/17-BD IHS: 1/17-2/19 D FILED (ME): 7/19 D FINAL: 10/20 M23 T25 OW CONFIRMED: 01/21
Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.