Passed by the house again this evening. D9 at sleepover, S18 at grandparents.

No lights on, downstairs blinds open, W car not there. If I ask her if she was out she would say no. Starting to feel like I am paying for this apartment to just help enable some EA/PA. I still doubt she could do it but it now seems much more likely - I do think I have a case of the mlcs. It is still possible she is with friends but my paranoia is growing.

Feels like action is needed but patience is a virtue. How do I detach when in this position?


H41 (me), W43
M10, Together 16
S18, D9

BD - Jan 19
‘Temp’ S (I moved out) - Feb 19