If you do not have a Facebook page, I would suggest that you set one up and put the GoFundMe link there so that your friends can donate to help you w/your legal fees, etc. Unfortunately, we can't allow such links here as they are not DB links.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.