Latest is that he will go to counselling, but I need to find and book the therapist because he doesn't have the time and headspace... I really don't think he gets it.
I'm feeling pretty low tonight. Exhausted, really. I could get back into this with him, and accept more of his evasions and excuses and delays and more of his nasty behaviour when I ask for what he doesn't want to give, or walk away from the little he is offering. But I am just so weary of it. Kids back at school tomorrow so ironing of school uniforms tonight then a day off for me tomorrow for some self care and time outside.
