Just keep swimming, I know I can, New beginning

[marina7]

Hello everyone...

So here I am still standing, unfortunately since without
a lawyer they have gave her residential

And then last week I got a restraining order out of no where
W stating she fears for her life and children's

Here I am lost and confused how can this happen
Out of no where.

Many will ask why would W do that.

Because I have learned to do boundaries
I no longer allow W to tell me what to do
W sees that now am not bothered as I have learned
To live without W so on my week I take care of children's
And on her week ak usually keeping myself busy.

W started asking me questions of where am going or in W
Words who am doing
Woke up one morning to flat tires
But unfortunately I have no Cameras or
Anything to say I have proof.

I really need help in hiring a lawyer I saved up but still
In need of 3,500. I have spoken to several lawyers
And as they all said this is a high conflict case and bias
From GAL.

I wish I could write more but is so bad is crazy to see
How W has trash my name and accusations of things I never
Thought W would do.

I am still in therapy and my therapist has stated she believes
W is bipolar and narcissist
I know we shouldn't label them but I honestly don't think
W is going through a MLC, W is out to hurt me and children's

The evilness in W eyes is crazy.

I am taking it a day at a time, still in support groups
Since not having a lawyer it has been h@ll for us. Me and
My kids.