Thanks Dilly. I'm trying not to get my expectations too high, but it's hard! I have done a pretty good job controlling my emotions the past few days which has helped me a lot. I am getting out, staying busy, and giving H space.
I am planning a vacation with my kids for this summer. For the past 26 years we have rented a cottage in a beach town in our state. I plan on doing the same, continuing with the tradition. I plan on telling H about it this weekend. I will let him know he is welcome to come or stop by, but no pressure or expectations.