The guilt and regret of all the things I should have done differently really depress me. I will just never know if I could have prevented this. I still think this is all about her, and I didn't know about her unhappiness until too late. But the regrets do really get you down. I talked to a coworker today, and she was really taking the woman's side. This got me down when I was just looking for a friend.
The past is past. You can't change it. You can only resolve to do better from this point forward. So don't dwell on the past. Look to the future and how you want the future Destroyd to behave! This is why our sitches are such a huge opportunity. To improve and be the best we can be from this point forward. The guy I am today is so much better than the guy I was 2 years ago.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
