Journaling,

S22 & DIL22 are moving back to our state soon. H and I had discussed allowing them to stay with us for a month (tops) so they could take some time to find a place to live.

H moved out in February. We discussed this after he moved out but before he said he was filing soon.

Told him last night that they are moving their moving date up to July. H seemed VERY agitated about it. I didn't ask. I think it might have put a wrench in his plans.

Feel like I did something very stupid. I texted him photo of mail he received here because it's re: a new company he just started. As soon as I sent it I regretted it.

Don't always know what to do. I'm emo detached for now. Sometimes something happens and I feel sucked back in.

I'd love advice on how to live separately when they come over every day. He is out of town now. Glad for a break. He is over here a LOT. I'm ready for some space. I don't want to ask for it, but I think I might need to. Is that still standing for my M? How do you drop the rope when you have mutual business, kid etc?

Feeling a little out of my element with this.

Stomach has been IMMENSELY better!! Praise GOD. Seriously. I couldn't go on with that. Lost 15 lbs in 2 weeks and just couldn't see going on like that. Prayer is awesome. I have peace. No matter what.

Hope everyone here is enjoying the beginning of a beautiful weekend. Thanks for encouragement and support and 2x4's

Blessings to you, friends.


ME47 XH44, S28 S24 S19

8/17-BD
IHS: 1/17-2/19
D FILED (ME): 7/19
D FINAL: 10/20
M23 T25
OW CONFIRMED: 01/21

Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.