Hi grace , in answer to your question should I go ,well I think only you can answer that’. If you feel that you’ll be ok , no anxiety or the likes then go . Just remember though don’t have any expectations,that’s the worst as it will bring you down with a bump . I don’t see my W for weeks on end which , helps with certain things but I find when she does turn up im sort of hoping things might have changed even a little but alas ,they haven’t.what I find difficult is treating her just like somebody who you know rather than someone who you shared your life with, so in one respect its good not interacting on the other well you sort of feel you’ve lost them for good if you dont see them but you always have to remember their already lost to you.think Deep and think hard hopefully the right answer will come up .r678