Story and Symptoms of WAW/MLC Part 3

[LH19]

Dude I am starting to get concerned about your well being. Didn't you just file for Divorce?

Guys I'm really having a hard time with my rage. Four things causing it. One being compulsive thinking about entire R, looking for Clues and ques and words against actions with W throughout

Complete waste of time.

The more I learn realizing the more I understand and more clarity I have how women just are.

I have mentioned this to you in the past. I am sure these derogatory remarks towards women are part of your problem.

I'm here I'm really angry that I cannot have much of a social life.

Why can't you? You spend hours posting on this website.

It f@$!ing pisses me off to no end when she goes out. Most of the time it doesn't bother me and I don't let it show and usually I know it's with girlfriends without her having to tell me.

This statement sounds a little crazy right?

But she's real sneaky about it doesn't say where she's going or what she's doing. There is one girl friend who is getting married who she's been spending a bit of time with along with my brother's ex-girlfriend who is recently divorced. These two friends of hers have no connection with one another. I don't know if this is my paranoia. I can't put my proof or finger on it and I know I need to let this go. But as soon as one of her girlfriends started her bridal party plans with the bridesmaid stuff that my W was involved with, the very first bridal party Gathering I noticed something was off with her back in August and then after in January or February when she start separating everything. The first bridal party event she went to that is when the Rings came off I also noticed she started wearing lipstick doing her nails wearing different perfumes and start trimming her nether regions. I again I don't know for sure but I think there's something going on there. I just want to know if my suspicions and instincts and intuition is right?

Number 1 this isn't your business anymore. Number 2 please read below.

I've been trying my hand at online dating but no luck yet and it seems like the more profiles I brows through the more all the women sound the same... Jaded, or flaky, or just not for me.

I hate the fact that I can't have a social life because of custody schedule.

Excuses

Not entirely at myself up because women just do $hit that's f@$!ed up by their own nature.

derogatory

Them going from you being the best thing since sliced bread from them nagging you or them trying to change you for them not being happy or satisfied with what you bring to the table, well they bring nothing but their good charm and looks.

So your saying the only thing a woman brings to the table is her charm and looks? Then you spend hours at a time wondering what went wrong????

People are telling me Chase Excellence not women and their right.

These are some smart people.

A man goes in a relationship hoping things will never change, a woman goes in a relationship hoping that things change and grow all the time and if you are not growing at the same Pace as them for changing with them, or satisfying them then you are beta.

Or maybe you decide your not meant for one another and move on.

I wish I could be happy alone and be happy without a woman in my life.

Until you are able to accomplish this you will continue to struggle.