IHC, hang in there. Find productive outlets for that rage and anger. You mentioned in someone else's thread that you have guns. Get out to the range. That was my outlet. I felt best when I was in that lane with a high-powered weapon putting holes in paper.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018