At this point in time, I'm confused..... Going dark again... would it achieve anything at this point... I am young (well youngish) nearly 39... Do I really want to spend more time waiting for a man who may never see what he had and let go of... It is such a confusing time.....I definitely feel numb, when I think of H... Not sure where my feelings are for him, only that I want all this to end.....Dealing with failed IVF's is one thing... Dealing with a miscarriage and then a MLC husband is another....He is showing all the MLC signs.. but i am not sure, maybe he is just an Ass...
