Did you read DR?

All of this is the personal journey you need to be on. Learning how to deal with him, learning how to pull back and not pressure or pursue.

As far as your status with him. A few weeks ago I learned a very profound truth:

If he wants to be with you, you will know. If he doesn't, you will be confused.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018