Having a blast at the gym. Love it. Been talking to God a lot, and he's been replying in amazing ways (incredible) and wonderful lessons.
I can honestly say this experience really is an awakening and I'm thankful for it. I just wouldn't listen if I wasn't brought to my knees.
I'm so sorry for my W that she's having a terrible time. I'm sorry that I will be allowed to become something much better while she's in agony, but I must get better to help her later..... I will not abandon her..... never. No matter what she does, no matter what she says. I'm the husband, and I am the rock.
My silence is courage, restraint, self-control and patience. My loyalty is my vows upheld without temptation. My time is my own and God's. My love is my growing empathy and compassion for my W. My caring is my forgiveness, which I will give freely for all past and future hurts. My body hardens, my mind sharpens.......... Only a fool would throw me away.
