Thanks Cadet. I really struggle with the DBing. It goes completely against my personality, but I am trying.
I read here that you have to start doing what you want to do and living the life you want to live. My problem is that I have lost myself. I don't know what I want out of life. I always thought that I wanted a loving family of 5 who I could come home to after a hard day's work and enjoy them. Now this life is being turned upside down, and I have no control over it. Somehow, I need to find myself in all of this mess.
